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Post by Hatake Kakashi on Feb 19, 2008 19:08:39 GMT -5
I haven't really been feeling like myself recently since the site started dying... I have this heavy cold feeling in my chest and it really hurts. But the thing is, I don't know why. I mean, except school, I have a pretty good life, I guess, my parents aside. I have someone who loves me, and I love him. I have friends that love me, too.
But today in class I just started to cry and cry and I couldn't stop. One minute I was doing my Math homework and the next I'm sobbing like my puppy died and I was four. I was sent to the counselor and they tried to get me to talk, but I couldn't through all the tears. I started to gasp for breath and hiccup and just as everyone started to panic- I stopped. Just like that.
But now I'm trying to figure out why I feel this way, so...hopeless. It hurts so much. Why does it hurt? >.<
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Yoshida Rin
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Junior Student/Ramen Shop Employee
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Post by Yoshida Rin on Feb 20, 2008 18:35:35 GMT -5
I`m probably not much help. But maybe it might be like a breakdown? You know from keeping all the emotions inside? Sorry if I`m not much help. =P
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Post by gotmilk on Feb 21, 2008 0:34:58 GMT -5
Wow... Well, it sounds alot to me it's what Rin said. An emotional breakdown? I get that often because one time I was laughing and smiling, the next I started crying my brains out. This is the result of pressuring parents. Maybe you had too much stress and no way to release it all. It's great that you have love and awsome friends. They're enough to heal the wounds you've had earlier in life but there will always be a scar. Maybe something so awful happened before and you just dealt with it like it wasn't as big a deal as it really was. The 'left over' emotions might be coming back to you. Or maybe you were just really grateful for the way your life turned out that your emotions started to pour. Who knows? It's hard to talk about your real feelings and thoughts now adays since a lot of people are so judgemental. So I doubt just talking to a counseler that you don't really know would help. You need someone that won't judge you or complain if you want to whine or cry to them. Perhaps the person you really love might be an option? I'm not much of a guru at anything with my socially inactive life. And I'm still going through what you're going through now. XD It's been, what? Three? Four years now? I'm still as emotionally weak as ever. I'm sure you're stronger than me. So it'll be over quickly, don't sweat it. Even if you think you're still suffering through it, I am too. And I'm sure a lot of other people are as well. Like they said, 'Misery loves Company'. So if you ever get the need to get your feelings out, everyone's here on Modern Naruto to lend a helping...er, ear. Like I said, it's hard to speak your feelings. But trust me, it'll be so much better when you do. Best regards, ~Em/Hiro/Itachi
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