Post by evilpanda on Nov 1, 2007 22:55:49 GMT -5
Well....I've never told this to anyone.. so it will be weird for me...
It started last year, when I entered 6th grade. My best friend and I still hung out eveyday, and we were still best friends. Soon, I started hanging out witha couple other girls, including two 7th graders(at the time). The 7th graders were classifed as "emo" and "anime freaks", each of them being both. The more I hung out with them, the more people started classifying me as emo and an anime freak, because I truely was.
Then, at the end of the year, we learned that one of the girls was moving to a different school, but she would try to keep in contact with us. At the begining of my 7th grade year, she was grounded from talking to us, emailing us, or even texting.
When 7th grade started, I hung out with another group of now-8th graders, including my friend from 6th grade. All of those 8th graders were classifed as emo, and I was too. I even started to dress like them, and wear more interesting things.
Soon, my best friend started hanging out with another girl who was Japanese like she was. Everything she did was with her, and she might not be able to go to a sleepover at my place for my birthday with my 8th grade friend, just because she would miss something with her other friend. Of course, she is also very close to a few of te 8th graders, but not like me, I even almost went trick-or-treating with them(my mom wouldn't let me go- but I hung out with them for awhile).
But now, I've slowly been drifting apart from my 7th grade friends, and it's been hard on me, only because next year I won't see the 8th graders anymore, and I'll probably have a hard time fitting in(not like I don't already).
I've become more emo, and get made fun of sometimes... Even by some of my 7th gade friends. And now I can't imagine going to school without the 8th graders.. plus my closest friend out of all of them(she the reason I'm friends with them.) might move to California with her mom and brother.
I need help figuring my life out.. help please?
It started last year, when I entered 6th grade. My best friend and I still hung out eveyday, and we were still best friends. Soon, I started hanging out witha couple other girls, including two 7th graders(at the time). The 7th graders were classifed as "emo" and "anime freaks", each of them being both. The more I hung out with them, the more people started classifying me as emo and an anime freak, because I truely was.
Then, at the end of the year, we learned that one of the girls was moving to a different school, but she would try to keep in contact with us. At the begining of my 7th grade year, she was grounded from talking to us, emailing us, or even texting.
When 7th grade started, I hung out with another group of now-8th graders, including my friend from 6th grade. All of those 8th graders were classifed as emo, and I was too. I even started to dress like them, and wear more interesting things.
Soon, my best friend started hanging out with another girl who was Japanese like she was. Everything she did was with her, and she might not be able to go to a sleepover at my place for my birthday with my 8th grade friend, just because she would miss something with her other friend. Of course, she is also very close to a few of te 8th graders, but not like me, I even almost went trick-or-treating with them(my mom wouldn't let me go- but I hung out with them for awhile).
But now, I've slowly been drifting apart from my 7th grade friends, and it's been hard on me, only because next year I won't see the 8th graders anymore, and I'll probably have a hard time fitting in(not like I don't already).
I've become more emo, and get made fun of sometimes... Even by some of my 7th gade friends. And now I can't imagine going to school without the 8th graders.. plus my closest friend out of all of them(she the reason I'm friends with them.) might move to California with her mom and brother.
I need help figuring my life out.. help please?